I hate change. I realized this yesterday. Ha! I never thought I had a problem with it until now. Why can't things stay the same? I know they can't I just sometimes wish they could. Maybe that's why I'm not in a relationship with anyone lol because I push them away too soon because I'm scared of change. Like I want the friendship to remain the same and not go any further so I don't do anything different.
I mean I know change can be good and we all go through changes during our lives but why do some have to be so big? I really struggle with this at times. I just wish I wasn't so scared of it. I may  be sharing my heart a little too much here but, why do we fear change? I mean, I think at some point we all are afraid of it right? Or am I the only one?
I know God has a plan for making things change, like turning a tadpole into a frog. ha ha that may be a weird anology. Change happens and maybe I need to look at the things I am afriad of changing and see that God wants those things to change so I can become closer to Him and those around me, it's just that I have to let Him do His thing. =)
eh maybe none of this makes sense or it may sound silly, but it's been on my mind as have a lot of things. Thanks for reading.